Monthly Archives: November 2009

  Maybe its the date today which is making me feel uncomfortable, maybe its me still looking back at the past occasionally, or maybe….   Today’s the 29th, again.

  After 3 consecutive years of celebrating that person’s birthday for him, this year, i guess someone else is celebrating for him. Hope he’s a happier person now.

  There are some things which i can’t even admit to myself.. eg. the fact that i’m missing you when i know i’m not supposed to.   Also, there are things which i had thought about it for umpteen times before deciding to do … Continue reading →

  I did not regret letting you out of my life. Especially after hearing about the ”progress” of you and her. I’m positive that this is the best decision i’ve made in 3 years.   As for me.. i decide to stop … Continue reading →

  I’m sorry for not feeling sorry after all that i’m doing to you because really.. you need to have a taste of your own medicine. Hurting you also means hurting myself but at this point of time, i don’t … Continue reading →

  Yes i’m a scaredy cat. I’m afraid. All the talks about being strong were merely bullshit afterall. Please just agree that i suck, ’cause i think i do.   Maybe avoidance would be the best solution afterall.   When … Continue reading →